Nathanial, walking the cow.

I am Nathanial, and i have no idea why i called this blog walking the cow. I guess I like being alone as of late because people, at least in my opinion have gotten more violent and arrogant. but its not like I have to deal with people all the time anyways since I spend about 90% of my free time in abandoned buildings. If its abandoned and in Alberta, I’ve been there. I enjoy finding beauty in things that have been forgotten about and destroyed. I really would rather spend my life living in a random abandoned gas station than a giant luxurious mansion. lately I’ve been spending a lot of my time capturing the forgotten beauty by taking photos and representing destruction through my art.

 

an other huge part of my life is music, and my favorite part of it is how experimental you can get with it. at the moment I can play bass, guitar, drums and i’m learning piano. My friends and i have been working on a weird demo album thing. I believe happiness and respect are the most important things in life. if something doesn’t make you happy, why waste your precious time with it? and if someone is disrespecting you, don’t let them into your life. I have never had to write anything creatively before and this blog is kinda my debut, which you can probably tell since i’m absolutely terrible at turning my thoughts into words on a page, I would much rather draw. one thing i’m dreading is the future. seeing as I know how to do trigonometry, and meiosis and mitosis, and how to write an essay but I don’t know any skills ill actually need for when I move out;(I don’t like school, at all.)

 

over the last year I have had many perspective changing events happen to me, and i’m really starting to realize how little I actually know about myself and lost I really am. thank god I have a year off to figure out why i called my blog walking the cow.